You're welcome...the verse on John 3:8 was God's encouragement to you. You may not see the wind or where it is coming from....just like God. He is there whether you feel Him or not. I have been in your shoes, as I have explained earlier in my post. Lionheart, your name alone shows your steadfastness with the Lord. Hang on. Ask HIM to show you, to reveal more of HIM...to prove Himself to you. He will will will do it. But don't go based on feelings...that's how the devil will try to sidetrack you. Keep stepping out. In the meantime, you are in our prayers. Happy Resurrection Day/Easter! Hugs, Caroline <><