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Im in a situation where this happens every few weeks because of the in between place i am it feels like theres pressure on all sides.Ive always been a person who has found my silver lining in every situation and determined to survive and not let the world get to my heart.But the past four years since I left my ex I have had to live with family (because i cant afford to live on my own)and have been in my wilderness,it has been a beautiful place to be because it has cut away everything that was hurting me and coming between me and God.Its made me so much more sensitive to him because Ive been so sick off and on and it has been a fight to survive and Ive had to fight fear like never before so every few weeks all this builds up .Its like he keeps telling me to rest in his promises and this is a transition...so here I am Im waiting and waiting and trying to just enjoy this place with him and trying not to think about okay whats next ...now what ?Next thing i know im in my car Ive had to pull over Im crying i cant even speak Im just mentally and emotionally tired.I know he knows what Im saying and after a while i feel his intense peace wash over me and its as if he has given me new strength .He says Be still and know I am God .I know he is using all of this even my complete broken down moments ....its the best way to get me to surrender and I understand that...I trust him...get mad at him sometimes lol but i know he has gone out of his way in my life to show me he is the one person in my life that can always be trusted and will never go anywhere.
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