I sure will pray for you Brother thesaintman. Sometimes it is the sufferings in our lives that produce the most fruit for God, because it is those times we draw closer to our Father to find support in our time of need. Heb 4:16.
I've enjoyed the following testimony and singing by Whitley Phipps I hope gives you comfort in whatever thing God allows in your life.
It is in the quite crucible of your personal private sufferings, that your noblest dreams are born, and God’s greatest gifts are given in compensation for what you’ve been through. It is Well . . .