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Dave Slayer
Guest
Hello everyone. I wanted to apologize to anyone if I had caused any incovenience the past few days by going post crazy. I appreciate everyone who enjoys my presence here at the forums, but I feel that I cannot be myself in the ways I would like to be. I will give it some thought and try and determine if CF is the place for me or not. I am not posting this to make people feel sorry for me, but I need to do some re-thinking. I need to find a way to participate at forums and post quality threads insteasd of silly ones all of the time. I am asking that you will pray for me.
The following is a portion of a PM I sent one of the moderator's but I will not list that person's name. I just wanted to share it with you all so you can get another perspective about my life and posting habits.
I can be a better person around here, but I also want to feel like I can be myself. If I can't be myself, I would rather not be here. Of course, that doesn't excuse me going post crazy, but I want to be able to be myself around here. Like I said, I can be very serious and you said you have seen my serious side. I like to be serious but I also like to have a good time. I have been to many forums and they all operate differently. However, most of them can't stand humor or silliness. I think there is a time to be serious and a time to be silly. The reason why I am silly a lot of because that is just who I am. My friends who know me well like me for being myself. There are times when I get either serious or really quiet around my friends, and they ask me if I am okay. In other words, if I am not being goofy, they think something is wrong.
I will do my part and tone down the number of silly threads. I also ask that everyone else will do their part and not pick on me if I post a silly thread here and there. I can understand people getting upset when my posts become obsessive, but I feel I should be able to post some silly stuff once in a while. Some of my "silly" posts are actually serious, though. If I ever post a topic that appears to be silly on the surface, I will try and explain that in the thread so that people can tell the difference between my nonsense posts and my serious ones.
Again, I apologize for any inconvenience I may have caused. I do get defensive sometimes when I feel threatened in any way. It is mostly just a reaction because I have been picked on so much in the past, it just is natural that I react sometimes. I will say that when GojuBrian started posting a bunch of silly threads in the men's locker room the other day, I began to realize how annoying they can be.
Thanks for putting up with me, I know I am not the easiest person to deal with at times.
God Bless!
Dave
The following is a portion of a PM I sent one of the moderator's but I will not list that person's name. I just wanted to share it with you all so you can get another perspective about my life and posting habits.
I can be a better person around here, but I also want to feel like I can be myself. If I can't be myself, I would rather not be here. Of course, that doesn't excuse me going post crazy, but I want to be able to be myself around here. Like I said, I can be very serious and you said you have seen my serious side. I like to be serious but I also like to have a good time. I have been to many forums and they all operate differently. However, most of them can't stand humor or silliness. I think there is a time to be serious and a time to be silly. The reason why I am silly a lot of because that is just who I am. My friends who know me well like me for being myself. There are times when I get either serious or really quiet around my friends, and they ask me if I am okay. In other words, if I am not being goofy, they think something is wrong.
I will do my part and tone down the number of silly threads. I also ask that everyone else will do their part and not pick on me if I post a silly thread here and there. I can understand people getting upset when my posts become obsessive, but I feel I should be able to post some silly stuff once in a while. Some of my "silly" posts are actually serious, though. If I ever post a topic that appears to be silly on the surface, I will try and explain that in the thread so that people can tell the difference between my nonsense posts and my serious ones.
Again, I apologize for any inconvenience I may have caused. I do get defensive sometimes when I feel threatened in any way. It is mostly just a reaction because I have been picked on so much in the past, it just is natural that I react sometimes. I will say that when GojuBrian started posting a bunch of silly threads in the men's locker room the other day, I began to realize how annoying they can be.
Thanks for putting up with me, I know I am not the easiest person to deal with at times.
God Bless!
Dave