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WinterPuma
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Let's keep this on topic with no personal attacks against contributing members relationship with Christ. 
jimdolecek
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Feb 8, 2018
#1
I have spent many years not knowing what to believe. My wife's family are Christians but they are also hypocrites. They are very smart when it comes to the bible but yet their actions say how mean and judgmental they are. I have spent so many years not knowing what to believe, one moment i will think I believe in God and the other i think when i die their is nothing else. My brother and his daughter are athiest and say they believe in science not in god.....I have had rough life after being hit by a car when i was 3 and I was in a coma for 10 days and had brain damage which I did overcome but my life has been a struggle as a result, but i constantly try to believ ein god but i find it so hard and everyone says to get in the word so i did and i thought as they say my life would get better and things would happen for the better if I did that but nothing changed and then there are people that said pray about it so i did that over and over again asking god to build my belief help me believe and understanding while reading the bible everyday but after doing it for such a time period and as i still struggled and i want to believe....I have diabetes and i wont live a long life and im so scared of death and if i believe in god it would make it easier but i just dont know what i believe.....im hoping one of you can tell me something that would help me believe in God without a doubt.....so can you help me believe? Please.....my wifes family being so judgmental but they slam god down your throat and it makes it even harder for me to believe in god because of it.....before i married my wife i married her after a short time only to please her family after i would get hateful emails from them about how im facing the wrath of god and i was not ready to get married but to make things easier i just proposed, thought they would backoff and stop judging us but that has never ended, so can you please help me believe
jimdolecek
Guest
Feb 8, 2018
#1
I have spent many years not knowing what to believe. My wife's family are Christians but they are also hypocrites. They are very smart when it comes to the bible but yet their actions say how mean and judgmental they are. I have spent so many years not knowing what to believe, one moment i will think I believe in God and the other i think when i die their is nothing else. My brother and his daughter are athiest and say they believe in science not in god.....I have had rough life after being hit by a car when i was 3 and I was in a coma for 10 days and had brain damage which I did overcome but my life has been a struggle as a result, but i constantly try to believ ein god but i find it so hard and everyone says to get in the word so i did and i thought as they say my life would get better and things would happen for the better if I did that but nothing changed and then there are people that said pray about it so i did that over and over again asking god to build my belief help me believe and understanding while reading the bible everyday but after doing it for such a time period and as i still struggled and i want to believe....I have diabetes and i wont live a long life and im so scared of death and if i believe in god it would make it easier but i just dont know what i believe.....im hoping one of you can tell me something that would help me believe in God without a doubt.....so can you help me believe? Please.....my wifes family being so judgmental but they slam god down your throat and it makes it even harder for me to believe in god because of it.....before i married my wife i married her after a short time only to please her family after i would get hateful emails from them about how im facing the wrath of god and i was not ready to get married but to make things easier i just proposed, thought they would backoff and stop judging us but that has never ended, so can you please help me believe