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That's what lots of dudes in my small town like to say about me. Without The Lord...whoa. "Flamers" pretty much don't matter. Don't let the media fool you, either; after age 25 or so, gay dudes don't treat "flamers" any better than the rest of society. And yet...
I was 28 whenI got saved, which qualified me as an "over the hill flamer." Now, I'm 33 years old, healthy, and...gasp...not a flamer. I'm not suddenly a red blooded, All American man's man, but I'm not "gender non-conforming" or...whatever. Again; God is good!
But, hey; "in the world, but not of it" means...well...I'm still in this world, even this zipcode, until God wills otherwise. "God's work in this world is always met with opposition." I remember that line from a book I read, once.
Point is...--now-- that I"m not a flamer, --now-- that I'm healthy and bright eyed and being made remarkably...whole...
well, -now- its something of a soft spot. Long story short...around here, I was treated like a lot of "uppity" women are treated, you know...when they "don't know their place," etc. The only difference I can think of is that people tried to send me to prison (if I'd been female, it probably would have been a mental hospital), and they often say that "he's too OLD." Again; I'm all of --33--.
OK. Part vent, part...piecing it together, the messed up world I live in ("wise as serpents, innocent as doves"-good to understand the dynamics of the world around you), part...
I guess yet another Prayer Request. Thanks, as always.
I was 28 whenI got saved, which qualified me as an "over the hill flamer." Now, I'm 33 years old, healthy, and...gasp...not a flamer. I'm not suddenly a red blooded, All American man's man, but I'm not "gender non-conforming" or...whatever. Again; God is good!
But, hey; "in the world, but not of it" means...well...I'm still in this world, even this zipcode, until God wills otherwise. "God's work in this world is always met with opposition." I remember that line from a book I read, once.
Point is...--now-- that I"m not a flamer, --now-- that I'm healthy and bright eyed and being made remarkably...whole...
well, -now- its something of a soft spot. Long story short...around here, I was treated like a lot of "uppity" women are treated, you know...when they "don't know their place," etc. The only difference I can think of is that people tried to send me to prison (if I'd been female, it probably would have been a mental hospital), and they often say that "he's too OLD." Again; I'm all of --33--.
OK. Part vent, part...piecing it together, the messed up world I live in ("wise as serpents, innocent as doves"-good to understand the dynamics of the world around you), part...
I guess yet another Prayer Request. Thanks, as always.