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Newbornchristian
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There is this person i use to be with for along time and she use to drink, smoke, and she use to cut. she went through alot in her life and her past is just terrible. her father sexually abused her and i was the only she told that too. and we were together for along time we almost felt like husband and wife, i brought her to church and she became a christian. and yesturday i lost her because for some reason she doesnt want to be with me anymore and she said there is alot and i feel though that its just me or something. i tryed my very best. but im believing in faith that god can restore it. but first i must seek him and also love him more because i realized that maybe the reason he did this is because i think i loved her more then i loved my god and i must seek my god for answers and help. and i feel like god is the only one i can come to especially now. i stayed up all night trying to find christian channels and been prayin for healing.i feel like i need someone to pray for me because there is power in unity. please someone pray for me. I dont know if its god telling me this and i think it is but i feel like its not over and that something good is going to come outa this and that maybe god just needs his time with us individually. i been praying alot. i dont know what scripture to read in the bible and i dont know how to handle it. but please pray for me im going through struggles. I would do anything for god for him to restore and annoint that relationship. please pray for me My name is Ruben and i knwo god can reverse the curse into a blessing. please pray for me. Its affecting my health.