I have felt the need to vent about this for quite some time. I haven't shared this with anyone close, as I am too embarrassed and ashamed to even admit the problem. I have been struggling with an intense infatuation with someone for about 3 months. He is somebody that I work with, a manager to be specific. I think about him constantly; I even try to flirt with him a little bit. I know that what I am doing or feeling isn't right, for he isn't a believer, though this is just an assumption. I also think that he may be at most 5-10 years my senior. I have tried avoiding him and putting a stop to my sometimes unintentional flirtatious attempts, but I cannot seem to do it consistently. This is not just because of the fact that our encounters are unavoidable due to the work setting; I just do not want to desist in these actions to make him like me and to know him romantically. What do I do? I just can't give this up! I'm always on the lookout for my future husband, the one God has in store for me; this has been on my mind for years, so that is why it is so challenging to just flat out stop.