Christ_empowered
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...and look forward. If you keep looking back, you're not fit for The Kingdom of God ((paraphrase)).
OK. I'm now off (misdemeanor, Praise God!) probation, 2 years early because of compliance and such. Basically, God has blessed me all over. I've also been recovering further from...well, the life I had before Jesus saved me, including those delightful shock "treatments." Its crazy. Suddenly, I remember things that I haven't thought of in 10+/- years. Its wonderful, really it is. I feel as if The Lord is moving to make me truly, completely whole...flawed, yes; prone to certain sins, absolutely; but whole, nonetheless.
But I get stuck, more than I"d like. I --do-- take my psych drugs. I'm down to 2 daily prescriptions. I have 2 as-needed ones that I rarely, if ever, take...but they're there if I need them, so that's weirdly re-assuring.
But yeah...I've been praying on certain verses that stick out at me in The Bible. Spirit of a sound mind. New creation in Christ Jesus. It is no longer I who lives, it is Christ who lives in me. Washed and made clean. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. My sins have been cast into the sea (of forgetfulness...) never to be brough up to remembrance again.
Right now, I'm trying to push on thru. I just went to Wal-Mart. I went to the one in the nearby lil city, not my small town, because its bigger and has the treats I wanted (refrigerated pasta and higher quality alfredo...yes, please....). Anyway, I went in and out, no probz, but then I thought I heard a dude man behind me talking about a "warrant" being served, etc.
I ask that you pray with me that I can take up my plow and push forward. I also ask that you Praise The Lord with me for bringing me so far. I'm not The Vatican or anything, but I consider His work in my life (and my family's lives, too) a --miracle--, and a much needed Miracle, at that.
Thanks.
OK. I'm now off (misdemeanor, Praise God!) probation, 2 years early because of compliance and such. Basically, God has blessed me all over. I've also been recovering further from...well, the life I had before Jesus saved me, including those delightful shock "treatments." Its crazy. Suddenly, I remember things that I haven't thought of in 10+/- years. Its wonderful, really it is. I feel as if The Lord is moving to make me truly, completely whole...flawed, yes; prone to certain sins, absolutely; but whole, nonetheless.
But I get stuck, more than I"d like. I --do-- take my psych drugs. I'm down to 2 daily prescriptions. I have 2 as-needed ones that I rarely, if ever, take...but they're there if I need them, so that's weirdly re-assuring.
But yeah...I've been praying on certain verses that stick out at me in The Bible. Spirit of a sound mind. New creation in Christ Jesus. It is no longer I who lives, it is Christ who lives in me. Washed and made clean. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. My sins have been cast into the sea (of forgetfulness...) never to be brough up to remembrance again.
Right now, I'm trying to push on thru. I just went to Wal-Mart. I went to the one in the nearby lil city, not my small town, because its bigger and has the treats I wanted (refrigerated pasta and higher quality alfredo...yes, please....). Anyway, I went in and out, no probz, but then I thought I heard a dude man behind me talking about a "warrant" being served, etc.
I ask that you pray with me that I can take up my plow and push forward. I also ask that you Praise The Lord with me for bringing me so far. I'm not The Vatican or anything, but I consider His work in my life (and my family's lives, too) a --miracle--, and a much needed Miracle, at that.
Thanks.