hey, Marianne. Thanks for coming back by. please do keep us updated, like Tessa requested.
You know, its funny...one is either for Him or against Him (paraphrase of Scripture, clearly...), and I've personally found -that- is the real, fundamental difference between Christians and the rest of the world.
Anyway...you're definitely in my prayers. I may have had cancer once, too. True story....I also tested + for HIV 13 years ago, age 20. No treatment, whatsoever. I"m now 33, healthy. I only got genuinely, truly saved (probably a miracle....maybe its always a miracle when a human being gets saved?) a tad over 5 years ago. And now...
clearly, I believe first and foremost in and upon Jesus. He and He alone can genuinely save anyone, this guy included. I also believe in miracles that come from Christ, and lots of cool, unexpected things that may not fit the strict definition of "miracle," but are awesome, anyway. CS Lewis wrote a bit about this...how God's work in this world (including the occasional miracle) is a taste of Heaven, while on earth. something like that...as usual, I'm paraphrasing.
so...yeah...I'm not going to pretend to know God's will for your life or anyone's life, but I'm praying for you. oh, and...I do this vitamin thing. my "protocol" is based on a 50's canadian shrink's mega-vitamin mixes for his psychotic patients. Back then, it was called "mega-vitamin therapy for the schizophrenias." then the 60s came around, linus pauling got in on the act, and it was renamed "Orthomolecular." pauling, of course, was gung ho about some vitamin C. hoffer, the canadian shrink, was more about b3 (niacin, niacinamide). I take massive doses of both, and I am healthy and...gasp..."stable," all that jazz.
anyway, thing is...Orthomolecular is sometimes used along with conventional treatment in a number of health problems, including....well....just about anything, really. cancer, hiv/aids, mental problems, obesity, on and on it goes. ideally, if one chooses to do orthomolecular, a properly trained MD or DO will be involved. here where i live (The Bible Belt, y'all!), there are now specialty clinics doing massive injections of pure vitamin C, often to boost response to chemo and...life, lol. if there are these sorts of places -here-, where I live, then I imagine there should be some near you, too (Here's hoping, anyway...).
rambling...i got a lot of my info. from this (free!) website. I put together my own "line up," and...it seems to help.
www.doctoryourself.com