Just in general very scared and trying not to think about it too hard.
One pet has a heart murmur and the other was just diagnosed with kidney failure. The heart murmur is a concern because it seems to be getting worse and I've had to take my dog to the vet multiple times for coughing since last November. And my cat will be seeing the vet for a second opinion once I have the money.
The most distressing thing about this is my resources are very limited. I thought at least my cat wouldn't have any major health concerns until he got a few years older, but turns out I was wrong. And I keep thinking my dog is in stable condition, but then there's the multiple recent vet visits....and then today when he was laying next to me on the couch I could literally hear his heartbeat without even touching him or leaning down. That scares me.
And if some emergency comes up, well I can't pay for it. I can barely manage their current conditions.
Sometimes I wonder if my pets would be better off if I gave one away to a good home that can afford to get them the best care for their condition. Obviously I would rather not do that, my pets are just as important to me as family. Plus who wants to take an animal with special needs anyway. =/
I can look for a better income, at least.
One pet has a heart murmur and the other was just diagnosed with kidney failure. The heart murmur is a concern because it seems to be getting worse and I've had to take my dog to the vet multiple times for coughing since last November. And my cat will be seeing the vet for a second opinion once I have the money.
The most distressing thing about this is my resources are very limited. I thought at least my cat wouldn't have any major health concerns until he got a few years older, but turns out I was wrong. And I keep thinking my dog is in stable condition, but then there's the multiple recent vet visits....and then today when he was laying next to me on the couch I could literally hear his heartbeat without even touching him or leaning down. That scares me.
And if some emergency comes up, well I can't pay for it. I can barely manage their current conditions.
Sometimes I wonder if my pets would be better off if I gave one away to a good home that can afford to get them the best care for their condition. Obviously I would rather not do that, my pets are just as important to me as family. Plus who wants to take an animal with special needs anyway. =/
I can look for a better income, at least.