Christ_empowered
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ugh. yes, yes; me, yet again.
so, the other day, i came back to my place and the light over the laundry corner (its an apartment) that I -almost always- have on was....off. don't be paranoid. whatever.
today, i woke up, went to the 2nd bedroom, to open the blinds, and...
the blades of the ceiling fan were moving, slowly.
people apparently think i have felonies or at least 1 felony. i don't. if i did, the hoa would not be ok with me living here. so, there's that. but...
people have openly talked about beating me up, etc. it was worse when i first moved in, but...yeah. yeah. i dunno. ;
in terms of past junk...well, this is a southern small city. i am considered a 'trouble maker' because i pursued legal action against a former psychiatrist. i was poor, my parents were middle-middle class and targeted for destruction, too. and now...
they own this place. they're...not, not, not rich, but i dunno...upper middle class, lower rungs of upper class (? obviously, I don't know how to categorize these things...). God has seen fit to bless us, all 3, and I'm thankful.
this is hardly the 1st time i've strongly suspected someone has been in here. im -still- missing a cool pair of shoes, and this is a small, but nice, 2 bedroom place. before that, someone left dog excrement outside the front door, near my plants. and...
-sigh- i may have, somehow, survived full blown AIDS...or least, complications of untreated, late stage HIV+...without medical treatment, and lived to tell the tale. Only by God's grace, of course. He has an appointed time for each of us...
and I've overheard people talking, loudly but not quite yelling, about my HIV+ status, getting my parents fired, getting me evicted, forcing me to "pick himself up by his boot straps..."
and there was the time people yelled outside my window, 2 AM..."he can move into low income housing," etc.
blah. just...blah. I have a community-wide label of "Schizophrenic," which...I dunno. Psychiatry was/is -a problem- in my life, obviously...but I"m thinking, now, the (broad road) world is the problem, as it is for all Christians...
and the psych industry is just 1 of the 'enforcement' arms of the world, along with the police, legal system, etc. true story. and, yes...I take the medication, daily, along with tons of antioxidants, vitamins (fingers crossed...don't want bad side effects...), and...
yeah. yeah. I know I come here -often- for prayer, but....wow. just...wow.
Thanks.
so, the other day, i came back to my place and the light over the laundry corner (its an apartment) that I -almost always- have on was....off. don't be paranoid. whatever.
today, i woke up, went to the 2nd bedroom, to open the blinds, and...
the blades of the ceiling fan were moving, slowly.
people apparently think i have felonies or at least 1 felony. i don't. if i did, the hoa would not be ok with me living here. so, there's that. but...
people have openly talked about beating me up, etc. it was worse when i first moved in, but...yeah. yeah. i dunno. ;
in terms of past junk...well, this is a southern small city. i am considered a 'trouble maker' because i pursued legal action against a former psychiatrist. i was poor, my parents were middle-middle class and targeted for destruction, too. and now...
they own this place. they're...not, not, not rich, but i dunno...upper middle class, lower rungs of upper class (? obviously, I don't know how to categorize these things...). God has seen fit to bless us, all 3, and I'm thankful.
this is hardly the 1st time i've strongly suspected someone has been in here. im -still- missing a cool pair of shoes, and this is a small, but nice, 2 bedroom place. before that, someone left dog excrement outside the front door, near my plants. and...
-sigh- i may have, somehow, survived full blown AIDS...or least, complications of untreated, late stage HIV+...without medical treatment, and lived to tell the tale. Only by God's grace, of course. He has an appointed time for each of us...
and I've overheard people talking, loudly but not quite yelling, about my HIV+ status, getting my parents fired, getting me evicted, forcing me to "pick himself up by his boot straps..."
and there was the time people yelled outside my window, 2 AM..."he can move into low income housing," etc.
blah. just...blah. I have a community-wide label of "Schizophrenic," which...I dunno. Psychiatry was/is -a problem- in my life, obviously...but I"m thinking, now, the (broad road) world is the problem, as it is for all Christians...
and the psych industry is just 1 of the 'enforcement' arms of the world, along with the police, legal system, etc. true story. and, yes...I take the medication, daily, along with tons of antioxidants, vitamins (fingers crossed...don't want bad side effects...), and...
yeah. yeah. I know I come here -often- for prayer, but....wow. just...wow.
Thanks.
