Christ_empowered
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blah. no matter what labels are applied to me, no matter the rumors, lies, exaggerations (truth about my past was/is bad enough, but...i guess this happens...), the real name of the game is: c-o-n-t-r-o-l . not a fan, here.
i dont get it. no felonies, law abiding, no drugs, no drink, shady past? sure, but...I haven't done drugs, not even by Rx, in over 10 years. true story. and yet...
c-o-n-t-r-o-l.
its dawned on me that the psych stuff occurs in a social context, in my case...also in the context of a seriously cruel community. now, the psych people don't have control (God is Good, obviously), and...and...
I have people taunting me, sometimes at 5.30 in the AM. -eek- blah.
please pray for me. '...for he whom The Son has set free is set free, indeed...'
thanks.
i dont get it. no felonies, law abiding, no drugs, no drink, shady past? sure, but...I haven't done drugs, not even by Rx, in over 10 years. true story. and yet...
c-o-n-t-r-o-l.
its dawned on me that the psych stuff occurs in a social context, in my case...also in the context of a seriously cruel community. now, the psych people don't have control (God is Good, obviously), and...and...
I have people taunting me, sometimes at 5.30 in the AM. -eek- blah.
please pray for me. '...for he whom The Son has set free is set free, indeed...'
thanks.