- Feb 4, 2019
I did not go to the Doctor as I told my husband I would, and that could be bad, and I am sorry for that. I don't want to create a problem. I know I have had wellness spoken over my family and myself, and I am trying to claim that instead of looking to the world's methods of dealing with things. My husband confronted me on the phone, and I could hear he was upset. He wants me to be well. I do not want to be unwell due to any disobedience. I just wanted to continue to do dishes, work on painting the things used for Sunday School, and I know these may be seen as just excuses, but I don't enjoy going out in the cold when my coat doesn't fit properly, and it is really slippery due to ice. The Doctor IS close enough for me to walk, but I don't know if is is JUST a physical illness or there is more involved as I am trying to USE my voice to speak and sing for the Lord more. My husband is responding that maybe he should give up on going to the Doctor with different issues, and I told him I would rather claim the healing that Jesus can bring instead, and that answer didn't seem to sit well....