Alright so medievalglo was just explaining to me what really happened tonight with me and Laya. She didn't say she couldn't handle my suicidal feelings because she didn't care,.. she said it because she did. When all this time I thought that she was saying that she didn't love me anymore, she was really saying that "I love you so much and I don't know how I could get on without you." So because of that I have this song dedication for her in hopes that she will come back and see it and know how much I love and care about her. Azalaya0716, I'm so sorry and please forgive me for I love you from the bottom of my heart unconditionally.