Last week I suffered a bi lateral PE..I was on my own in pain and terrified,I have always been an atheist but in that moment I apologized to God and asked him to get me through this..I know it sounds far fetched but after that I was strangely calm and accepted what had happened to me and became totally focused on my recovery..does god work like that? I felt like I didn't deserve his help tbh..I've been thinking about it all week..time to change my ways