medievalglo
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You don't know HOW many times I've prayed about this. Maybe this is my "thorn in the flesh".... My weak stomach, nausea, sometimes worse. With anything medical. or nature shows, or dealing with meat in the kitchen, or dealing with consistencies within food if it feels fatty, or like a tendon, or revealing of a blood vessel.... This has been EVERY DAY of my life! It kicked in yesterday with someone's wonderful (I'm sure) Lamb Stew for the Pot Luck..... Ran into the meat. I felt SO BAD emotionally cause I just couldn't get it to go down, and wound up leaving the table quickly and quietly (to hopefully not reveal my distress). Thankfully I managed to spit the offending piece out without losing everything else. (As soon as she had handed me the bowl, I started praying, "Oh, Lord, HELP ME!!!!" I WANTED to be polite!) I really WISH I didn't have SUCH a weak stomach, and I have NO idea where it really started from at all! This has just been another point of contention of trying to deal with everything on a day to day basis. Thankfully, my husband IS super supportive when it comes to preparing the meat. Sometimes, though, it can be worse when trying to CLEAN UP AFTER......Oh joy! He is a HUGE meat eater, too. I can't watch him, sometimes, it's hard to even be near him, if he starts crunching or something. I pray for help. I can not change this on my own at ALL. Not sure if this is my portion..... I just don't know. Sorry. I'm so very tired of this. (I'm a little tired too, which doesn't help.) Yeah, even splinters have to be handled by my poor hubby..... He WAS WARNED before he married me how much of "a princess" I am!! Yes, I DO still love my "barbarian"!!! SO THANKFUL for what he CAN do!!!