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Thanks. I'm trying to take it one day at a time. I pratically had to ask him for everything, he expeted me to do things that I couldn't and wouldn't do. He wanted me to move far from my family and live with a complete stranger.. If I did something he didn't like well I'll let you fill in the...

I just got out of an abusive relationship with my boyfriend thanks to two dear friends of mine. One of which has placed me under his protection and care. And they are still working with me espcially since I still get depressed over it and have had some urges to harm myself (not proud of btw). I...

I did feel preasured to convert and I guess because of that I was always so nervous in the church and around everyone there There has been times when I felt moved but I never thought anything about it I dont know why I am here other than seeking answers I asked god to reveal himself to me and...

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@Fembot: I've heard about that, only differance is that I was told chocolate is like a antidepressant. Tried it and hadn't really noticed much. @Mike: The advice given was to read certain books in the bibie (forgot what they were) and to talk and ask god. @Nathan: The thought was basically ready...

@Fembot: I've heard about that, only differance is that I was told chocolate is like a antidepressant. Tried it and hadn't really noticed much. @Mike: The advice given was to read certain books in the bibie (forgot what they were) and to talk and ask god. @Nick: The thought was basically ready...

I suppose some of you may be wondering why I haven't been on.. Honestly, I've been having relapses with my major depression (I know fun right?), been talking with my counsler and my boyfriends, and been doing a lot of thinking. And the other day while listening to some music I had an disturbing...

To those that sent me pms I haven't replyed to yet. I am soo sorry, my phones internet is being a pain in the rear when it comes to pms. I will reply to them as soon as my internet lets me. Much respect, ~Raven~

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Thanks. I try not to get discouraged.

What you mean on the edge?

It might be better to talk it in a pm, only issue is my phones internet is a pain to let view and answer pms on this forum. So, I guess I can try to bring up openly. I just don't want no one to think I'm crazy cause I'm not.. What I saw was an robed man in white with a gray? belt like thing...

Today while I was out I asked him to reveal himself to me and after that I'm thinking I had a halllucination. Only happend once, but the image is burned into my mind at the moment...

Thanks. I liked those particulry the last one. If I could show you a few songs by Ashton that I can relate to, I would but my internet wont let me. But I reackon if you wanted to you could look up the lyrics: Roadside Heretics, The Nowhere Minds, Animal, The New Messiah of the Week, and Razor...

I didn't mean to yours and anyones heart..and for that I am sorry. I haven't heard of him before, I'll consider looking him up. Yes I think that before I can believe in god I will need some good solid evidence, and if he can reveal himself to me that would be perfect. To answer a question if...

Is he capable of healing an soul that has died a long time ago and take thoughts of self harm? Even if the last time one tried him out somehow and felt like they got nothing from the exp?... Sorry for that but yea...

Sorry for the duplicate reply, my internet is crazy

@Chris: I can see what you're saying. I know I am what christians would call an sinner, and I'm at peace with that. I accept it. And what you shared is basically what I feel everyday and then some. I would like to share this with you: I have so much anger inside, saddness, worthlessness...

Sorry for misreading your reply. I googled wiccan charities and I think I found one. Anyway, if the christian god is the only god, then why the other religions, other than the obvious denial of the christian god?