With some Christians they have joy and try to spread it.in part i envy them.I try not to be grumpy or miserable yet I can't change it.in part my focus is off . in part a symptom of ptsd along with social awkwardness.I don't have much friends as I really don't have time .work to have money to do things means no time and plenty of money .
I tire of this .I can also easily skip church and friendship .no one to annoy me or challenge me.old man syndrome .
I tire of this .I can also easily skip church and friendship .no one to annoy me or challenge me.old man syndrome .