I was talking about this in another thread and I just wanted to say that my whole entire life I have been bullied for my mental disorders and due to the fact that I was born out of an irresponsible, unplanned pregnancy, I was hated for the simple fact of being alive.
When I was about sixteen years old I almost stabbed myself because of it. All of the bullying was so bad that I was afraid to go to school. I tend to doubt my faith and God's love for me and the faith that I have in Him because I can't really trust people too much anymore. This has been very difficult for me to talk about and share with you, but I really feel like I had to. As I mentioned in the other thread, I don't believe for a second that it was an accident that I found this forum and that God was leading me here. So please pray for me.
I am an accident. My dad was an accident, but God uses us all to bring love out of accidents.
The great thing about Jesus is he takes the weak, the rejected, and lost and pours love into us
and makes us into living, loving victorious people who know no bounds.
I was very weak as a kid, and had to de-stress myself to cope, alone and without direction.
What I did not know is Jesus knew the way out, He was the source of life.
40 years later, I am still rejoicing in Him and knowing His love and victory.
I cannot express how our hearts shut love out because we are hurt. It is so contradictatory,
that by being defended against life and God, we doom ourselves, yet by letting Jesus is,
and letting His love heal us we gain life and eternity. What a gift, Amen.
Lord, help this young sister know how deeply you love her, and your body likewise. Heal her
and build her up to know the Child of God you have already made within her and the great things
you are going to do through her to help others, in Christ Jesus Name, Amen.