Wchristenfaith
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I think it was about a month ago I truly commited my life to Christ!!! My life was going very smooth until I devoted my life to Christ. Within the last month, my family considered taking me to the doctor because they think I suffer from depression, and temptations have grown times 100!!!!! But I have resisted! Also, one of my grandmothers was diagnosed with breast cancer and the other one had a stroke. Both were admitted to the hospital. Another thing that happened was I was babysiyting my little sister and her friends for a sleepover, and one of my little sisters friends got stung by a bee and we had to call an ambulance. My little sister has a milk allergy, so she has an epipen, but that was moved for some odd reason, and nobody would pick up our phone call for a long time, so it got to the point where the paramedics had to help her breathing because it was almost absent!!! That was chaotic! After all of that I still had faith in God! I didnt think it would get any worse, but it did!! My identical twin who I am closer to than anybody else in the world was diagnosed with a rare blood disease and she grew very ill!!! Idk how severe it is because I am far away from her and I cant see her until Sunday, but I know it was bad enough where my dad who was a doctor had to admit her to the hospital!! He NEVER has to take us to the doctor, and I know she is doing bad right now. I havent even been able to talk to her!!!! And the fact that the blood disease is so rare and it would make her thag sick isnt a good thing!! She is the only human I can trust everything with and this really devastated me!! The thoughts are eating me alive!!! Butb I am still trusting that God with help me and everything happens for a reason. And this all happened within the month I found my faith!!!!! What is happening in your opinion??? Thanks!