My parents were abused themselves, and didn't want kids, but then I came along.
Needless to say, they messed up some area's of my life, and I guess it's time to deal
with the fears I have periodically, that flair up, and I have no way to deal with them, but call out to the Lord, and study verses about fear, and pray a lot, and speak those verses to God.
Fear has always been a constant companion, along with nightmares, but I guess God wants me to deal with it once and for all now.
We all have issues and this is a big one for me.
Please pray for me and put me in God's hands.
The anxiety I'm experiencing is pretty harsh.
In God's loving care for you all.
Seasoned by Grace
Praying.
Here is something that has helped me over the years with similar issues. The Lord helped me to understand that words are are seeds, whether words of blessing or words of cursing. Seeds grow and take root. Things our parents spoke over us can either be a blessing or curse.
But He answered and said, “
Every plant which My heavenly Father has not planted will be uprooted. Matthew 15:13
Our Heavenly Father knows this better than anyone.
I have prayed this over my life many times and over my children’s life, while breaking any curse words that were spoken and asking God to uproot anything in my life that has not been planted by Him.
Let
no corrupt word proceed out of your mouth, but what is good for necessary edification, that it may impart grace to the hearers.
Ephesians 4:29
We can impart grace, life and blessing by what we speak over ourselves and others.
Death and life are in the power of the tongue,
And those who love it will eat its fruit.
Proverbs 18:21
Praying that our Heavenly Father will uproot out of you, any words of fear or cursing that have been spoken over you by your parents or anyone in authority over you, in Jesus mighty name.
I pray the Lord will fill you with His Spirit today and heal any wounds from your childhood, and bless you today with a fresh anointing.
You are blessed today. God loves and desires only blessing upon you.
Speak His words of peace and blessing constantly over your life.
Most of the healing and deliverance from childhood issues in my life have come from me speaking God’s word over my life, and breaking the power of curses spoken over me. Words spoken by us are more powerful than we can understand, especially if we have the Spirit within us.
Here is an example of a biblical curse.
Now the next day, when they had come out from Bethany, He was hungry. And seeing from afar a fig tree having leaves, He went to see if perhaps He would find something on it. When He came to it, He found nothing but leaves, for it was not the season for figs. In response Jesus said to it, “
Let no one eat fruit from you ever again.”
And His disciples heard it…Now in the morning, as they passed by, they saw the fig tree dried up from the roots. And Peter, remembering, said to Him, “Rabbi, look!
The fig tree which You cursed has withered away.” Mark 11:12-14, 20-21
A curse is any negative word spoken over us or others. The fig tree was dried up and withered, which can happen to us spiritually when our parents speak things over us as children.
JLB