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ugh. Truth? God has extended some serious grace my way. "life isn't fair sometimes." blah. no kidding. but God...is and has been kind to me, especially since I got saved, a tad over 6 years ago. and...
now, I'm -still- dealing with a rumor mill. I guess it wouldn't bother me so much if people weren't so passive aggressive about it with me...even here, in my new place, there's some people who will deliberately talk loudly enough for me to hear, but not quite yelling, about things that are none of their business, anyway, and...on top of that...
some of what they say clearly has to do with psych stuff that should have been kept confidenital, but wasn't, because my "treatment providers" were pretty much all about "teaching him a lesson," etc. control and destruction, basically. the other thing...
a lot of what they basically force me to listen to, by talking at that volume, is.not.true, which is frustrating, but...I don't know these people, they clearly do not speak to or with me, they just talk -at- me, because...yeah, I don't really know why, lol.
on the surface, a lot of it looks like what "mental patients" go thru, especially "trouble makers..."
dig a little deeper, and I think a long term Christian friend is right; its just satan, plus mean spirited people...fabulous combination, btw. LOL.
i think im dealing with a much, much better...that's The Lord's work in my life. it helps to be in a place that belongs to family, because...yeah...being a renter as a 'mental patient' is...a precarious situation, no matter how good a tenant one proves to be.
ok. So, as always: God is Good! People...not so much. oh well. Thanks.
now, I'm -still- dealing with a rumor mill. I guess it wouldn't bother me so much if people weren't so passive aggressive about it with me...even here, in my new place, there's some people who will deliberately talk loudly enough for me to hear, but not quite yelling, about things that are none of their business, anyway, and...on top of that...
some of what they say clearly has to do with psych stuff that should have been kept confidenital, but wasn't, because my "treatment providers" were pretty much all about "teaching him a lesson," etc. control and destruction, basically. the other thing...
a lot of what they basically force me to listen to, by talking at that volume, is.not.true, which is frustrating, but...I don't know these people, they clearly do not speak to or with me, they just talk -at- me, because...yeah, I don't really know why, lol.
on the surface, a lot of it looks like what "mental patients" go thru, especially "trouble makers..."
dig a little deeper, and I think a long term Christian friend is right; its just satan, plus mean spirited people...fabulous combination, btw. LOL.
i think im dealing with a much, much better...that's The Lord's work in my life. it helps to be in a place that belongs to family, because...yeah...being a renter as a 'mental patient' is...a precarious situation, no matter how good a tenant one proves to be.
ok. So, as always: God is Good! People...not so much. oh well. Thanks.
