SHOULD I BE WORRIED?
To answer my own question probably not because I have trust in Jesus, but I still want to live to see my wedding day and motherhood if it isn't too much to ask. However after reading the end of this article it looks like just another false alarm.
This is like unto a child who has a few colored M&M's and is worried they will never see all of the different colored M&M's. Not realizing they are going to own a M&M factory one day.
What this life has to offer don't even compare to what our next life in Heaven will be like. The Earth has five basic colors that make up all our colors. Heaven has Sixty basic colors. Our fruit trees produce one manner of fruit. Heaven fruit trees produce 12 manner of fruits on each tree.
If people Truly knew what Heaven was like, and suicide was a way to get there (which it most certainly is NOT) then everyone would commit suicide as fast as they could, regardless what was going on in this life, on this planet. If you Truly knew what Heaven was like, you would, (if you could) strand yourself on a deserted island with nothing. So as to take no chances of Not going there. If you Truly knew what Heaven was like, you would lock yourself in a Safe away from any and all people, temptations, EVERYTHING, in order not to jeopardize you going to Heaven. If people don't know what it is Truly like in Heaven, that is when they will desire to stay here on Earth.
i will tell you the Truth and do not lie. Whatever you can possibly imagine Heaven is like, it is 1,000 times better than that.
Heaven is what is at stake, while we are on this planet being tested. Woe to them who do not Love One Another, for they are failing the test, no matter what they claim with their mouths or think is the TRUTH.