PrimFinallyFoundGod!
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I just have to ask. Do any of you feel a deep pain and guilt over what Jesus had to do because of humanity? Or perhaps you did when you first found faith? Sure I am also grateful (deeply) and joyous that his love is so much more powerful than any sin.
But the pain he would of felt. I'm an empath and it really is painful to think about. He bared the pain humanity deserves for our sins. Sinning brings me so much guilt. I understand we have such inclinations because of this fallen world and what Adam and Eve did but I still feel so guilty. How can we sin no matter how small knowing what pain it caused to our perfect and innocent creator and father?
I hope I'm not being rude by asking this. It's just, everyone always talks about how happy they are because they get to go to heaven now as long as they repent and believe. And yes I agree but noone seems to bring up this side of it, the painful reality of what Jesus went through because of us...
Its a little bit like how I notice a lot of religious people talk about paradise as a "reward" to the point where that seems to be their only reason why they obey God's laws. But, surely your deeper reason should be because you want to be a good person, on the good and righteous side of humanity? Heaven is merely a bonus that we dont even really deserve, but we can have a chance because of God's incredible love for us.
The vast majority of my prayers are gratitude and sorrow. I do ask for things but when I do I make sure to express gratitude for what I already have, and as soon as I see him working in my life after asking I thank him for it. I don't feel right only praying for personal gains. He already did something so much bigger and deeper than anything any of us could ever ask for. He died for us. And he suffered great pain. He was the only sinless person to walk the Earth.. yet he paid for everyone else's sins. Purely out of love. And a second chance for us all.
But the pain he would of felt. I'm an empath and it really is painful to think about. He bared the pain humanity deserves for our sins. Sinning brings me so much guilt. I understand we have such inclinations because of this fallen world and what Adam and Eve did but I still feel so guilty. How can we sin no matter how small knowing what pain it caused to our perfect and innocent creator and father?
I hope I'm not being rude by asking this. It's just, everyone always talks about how happy they are because they get to go to heaven now as long as they repent and believe. And yes I agree but noone seems to bring up this side of it, the painful reality of what Jesus went through because of us...
Its a little bit like how I notice a lot of religious people talk about paradise as a "reward" to the point where that seems to be their only reason why they obey God's laws. But, surely your deeper reason should be because you want to be a good person, on the good and righteous side of humanity? Heaven is merely a bonus that we dont even really deserve, but we can have a chance because of God's incredible love for us.
The vast majority of my prayers are gratitude and sorrow. I do ask for things but when I do I make sure to express gratitude for what I already have, and as soon as I see him working in my life after asking I thank him for it. I don't feel right only praying for personal gains. He already did something so much bigger and deeper than anything any of us could ever ask for. He died for us. And he suffered great pain. He was the only sinless person to walk the Earth.. yet he paid for everyone else's sins. Purely out of love. And a second chance for us all.