And I'm really not sure why. I'm really trying my hardest to fight him but he keeps telling me that you're not really saved, God's not listening to you, if he was then why do you and your fiancée feel so alone? I keep telling him to go away because I really, truly believe that Jesus died for me deep in my heart but somehow I can't help but feel that he's sort of right. I just wish I knew where God was. I know He loves me, but where is He? Anyways, I could really use some more of your prayers.