Christ_empowered
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I went into a convenience store I don't usually go into (decent enough, safe enough, small-ish chain, etc.), and...
wow. wow. I don't really know...what, exactly, is going on around me, but...wow. I got in, got my goods, paid, got out and all, but...
its just getting intense, that's all. "he's nothing special" and "a couple of years in prison would be good for him," etc. ugh. :-(
i have -1- conviction on my record. started as a felony carrying -15 years- in prison! by God's grace, my parents were able and willing to get an attorney, and a (surprisingly skilled) attorney was willing to represent me, and...
3 years, suspended to 5 years probation on a high level (class A where I live, lol) misdemeanor. I ended up doing 3 years probation, the rest was covered by "compliance credits" (apparently, don't mess up=each month counts for 45 days or something...thankful, of course...), and...
yeah. got off probation nearly 5 years ago, no arrests or anything since. I think I have a seat belt violation. lol.
-creepy- and..."the way the world works..." more than a little bit disconcerting. the psych people regard me as a "trouble maker" and/or "too intelligent, Schizophrenic," that kinda thing. so, a) eyes fixed on Christ (working on that... and b) be extra super thankful for my loving, kind, generous, and fairly recently upper middle class to well to do parents....
not because I live large and in charge (neither do they; they like good stuff, but they're frugal), but because its 21st century America. being poor is basically a crime, in and of itself. so is being "Schizophrenic," or whatever. so...
The Lord blessed my parents with higher status and such, and now He has changed me enough to be part of the family, thank God.
its just...so crazy, to walk into a decent convenience store and have people I do.not.know saying things like that, and its just...wow. wow.
I do pray that The Lord spares me (and, really, my parents) yet again. No drugs, no drink, not even any crazy and/or fun prescriptions....
the -creepy- factor is off the charts. ugh. Thanks, y'all.
wow. wow. I don't really know...what, exactly, is going on around me, but...wow. I got in, got my goods, paid, got out and all, but...
its just getting intense, that's all. "he's nothing special" and "a couple of years in prison would be good for him," etc. ugh. :-(
i have -1- conviction on my record. started as a felony carrying -15 years- in prison! by God's grace, my parents were able and willing to get an attorney, and a (surprisingly skilled) attorney was willing to represent me, and...
3 years, suspended to 5 years probation on a high level (class A where I live, lol) misdemeanor. I ended up doing 3 years probation, the rest was covered by "compliance credits" (apparently, don't mess up=each month counts for 45 days or something...thankful, of course...), and...
yeah. got off probation nearly 5 years ago, no arrests or anything since. I think I have a seat belt violation. lol.
-creepy- and..."the way the world works..." more than a little bit disconcerting. the psych people regard me as a "trouble maker" and/or "too intelligent, Schizophrenic," that kinda thing. so, a) eyes fixed on Christ (working on that... and b) be extra super thankful for my loving, kind, generous, and fairly recently upper middle class to well to do parents....
not because I live large and in charge (neither do they; they like good stuff, but they're frugal), but because its 21st century America. being poor is basically a crime, in and of itself. so is being "Schizophrenic," or whatever. so...
The Lord blessed my parents with higher status and such, and now He has changed me enough to be part of the family, thank God.
its just...so crazy, to walk into a decent convenience store and have people I do.not.know saying things like that, and its just...wow. wow.
I do pray that The Lord spares me (and, really, my parents) yet again. No drugs, no drink, not even any crazy and/or fun prescriptions....
the -creepy- factor is off the charts. ugh. Thanks, y'all.