Christ_empowered
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ok. I'll soon be 37. long time pariah. committed all kinds of sins and such before Jesus saved (is saving, will save) me. I became genuinely saved a bit over 8 years ago. I'm also labeled as "Schizophrenic," and...yeah. long, long backstory.
OK. So, I moved to my hometown area about 10 years ago, now. My parents and I are now getting along quite well. I'm also healthy, which is definitely a mighty act of God (long story) and my parents are mostly retired, and they got big promotions and such (another mighty act of God; workplace politics plus small town politics almost derailed both of their careers on numerous occasions over the years).
I have -1- conviction on my record. started as a felony, ended up with a serious misdemeanor. did probation, completed successfully. been off probation for over 4 years now. and....
people are openly taunting me with "he has a FELONY" and "he's a convicted FELON," both in the small southern city I live in and the small southern town my parents live in, and...
things seem to be getting more and more intense. people are openly laughing about "warrants" and "they're going to put him away." I'd been going to a locally owned chain gas station+convenience store for gas and occasional snacks and stuff, and...
-their level of contempt- has reached an all time high. I don't think I'll go there anymore. so, today, I was pre-paying for gas with my card and...it said the chip wouldn't read. I asked if I could swipe, clerk said no. again. then it said declined, and I was puzzled, and...then, it went thru?
this is definitely not the 1st time. people are openly hateful, and that's OK I guess, but...
I suspect my mail has been messed with, at times. I mean, I can't prove it or anything, but...yeah. yeah. People openly yell out "they should have fired his parents from ( ) !!!" and "who do they think they are to get him probation?!?!" and junk like that. meanwhile...
I have -a lot- of enemies. I see now...8 years into my walk with Jesus, now reconciled to my (loving, kind, gracious, long suffering) parents...
this is what happens when a "weakling, doesn't know his place in society." ugh. truth? The Lord's mercy on me throughout, plus my parents...
that's about all that kept me from ending up as a statistic of some sort (dead from drugs, dead from diseases, suicide, etc.). and now...
yeah. yeah. I keep reminding myself : "fret not because of evil-doers" and also "he whom The Son has set free is set free, indeed..."
its just creepy. really, really creepy. when I first moved in, there was excrement on my front porch area, one day. animals are almost never even near my building, much less my front door. I cleaned up, sanitized, etc., but...yeah. yeah. a bit over a month ago, there was no water in my place. odd. so, I called the HOA. first, the lady was all "no one else in your building is complaining," and then she asked my unit #, and she said "the water is off -for a purpose- ," and then I tried to be nice and such, she just repeated it, almost angrily: "the water is off -for a purpose- ," and that was that. thankfully, the water was back on about an hour later, but...????? really???
not to sound super paranoid, but a couple of time...I think people have followed me, while i was driving. it wasn't...my imagination, and it doesn't sit well with me. it was worse when I first moved home...one dude straight up aggressively followed me, into my hometown, and he finally drove off...with kids in the backseat? not exactly good parenting? but, anyway...
I feel safe(ish), I mean I haven't been beat up or anything, but its getting intensely creepy. Please pray for my parents and for me, too. Thanks.
OK. So, I moved to my hometown area about 10 years ago, now. My parents and I are now getting along quite well. I'm also healthy, which is definitely a mighty act of God (long story) and my parents are mostly retired, and they got big promotions and such (another mighty act of God; workplace politics plus small town politics almost derailed both of their careers on numerous occasions over the years).
I have -1- conviction on my record. started as a felony, ended up with a serious misdemeanor. did probation, completed successfully. been off probation for over 4 years now. and....
people are openly taunting me with "he has a FELONY" and "he's a convicted FELON," both in the small southern city I live in and the small southern town my parents live in, and...
things seem to be getting more and more intense. people are openly laughing about "warrants" and "they're going to put him away." I'd been going to a locally owned chain gas station+convenience store for gas and occasional snacks and stuff, and...
-their level of contempt- has reached an all time high. I don't think I'll go there anymore. so, today, I was pre-paying for gas with my card and...it said the chip wouldn't read. I asked if I could swipe, clerk said no. again. then it said declined, and I was puzzled, and...then, it went thru?
this is definitely not the 1st time. people are openly hateful, and that's OK I guess, but...
I suspect my mail has been messed with, at times. I mean, I can't prove it or anything, but...yeah. yeah. People openly yell out "they should have fired his parents from ( ) !!!" and "who do they think they are to get him probation?!?!" and junk like that. meanwhile...
I have -a lot- of enemies. I see now...8 years into my walk with Jesus, now reconciled to my (loving, kind, gracious, long suffering) parents...
this is what happens when a "weakling, doesn't know his place in society." ugh. truth? The Lord's mercy on me throughout, plus my parents...
that's about all that kept me from ending up as a statistic of some sort (dead from drugs, dead from diseases, suicide, etc.). and now...
yeah. yeah. I keep reminding myself : "fret not because of evil-doers" and also "he whom The Son has set free is set free, indeed..."
its just creepy. really, really creepy. when I first moved in, there was excrement on my front porch area, one day. animals are almost never even near my building, much less my front door. I cleaned up, sanitized, etc., but...yeah. yeah. a bit over a month ago, there was no water in my place. odd. so, I called the HOA. first, the lady was all "no one else in your building is complaining," and then she asked my unit #, and she said "the water is off -for a purpose- ," and then I tried to be nice and such, she just repeated it, almost angrily: "the water is off -for a purpose- ," and that was that. thankfully, the water was back on about an hour later, but...????? really???
not to sound super paranoid, but a couple of time...I think people have followed me, while i was driving. it wasn't...my imagination, and it doesn't sit well with me. it was worse when I first moved home...one dude straight up aggressively followed me, into my hometown, and he finally drove off...with kids in the backseat? not exactly good parenting? but, anyway...
I feel safe(ish), I mean I haven't been beat up or anything, but its getting intensely creepy. Please pray for my parents and for me, too. Thanks.