I have been struggling with the same thing, its something that happens to us all. Sometimes you have to wait and be patient for God to bring that freedom that will get you out from under it all, and just have faith in it. Its not easy though.
I dont really have a bible reading plan, because Jesus taught us to not plan for the day ahead, but just to do what you do. Matthew 6:25-34 (But maybe God has you reading with a plan, and if it works. Keep following his will)
Sometimes its hard to read without another, and if you can't understand things. Its on his time though.
I'll keep you in my prayers, may the Lord our God lift you up very soon.
God Bless