praisejesus
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Hi everyone,
My name is Regina, but you can call me Gina
I tried for years to get pregnant, had very little faith, I don't know how to decribe my faith before, it wasn't good though, I mean I'd pray but I knew I wasn't good with God and was living in sin, not that I was a bad person, just not living right in God's eyes. I had my twins got a tubal ligation, after that I was sick with over 35 symptoms, I got a tubal reversal 15 symptoms went away, but I still had about 15 others, my family was going crazy with me, doctors thought I was insane, they couldn't answer what was happening to me, emergency room after emergency room, doctor after doctor, panic attacks, body hair loss, trying in the mean time to raise to new born twin babies, thank God for the help of my mom, mother-in-law and husband. About 2 years after my babies were born, I started searching on the internet, looking for answers about God and Jesus, I looked for a few hours and all of a sudden it happened, something clicked and I realized God was watching me and that I was living in sin, I found a sinners prayer and cried my eyes out to ask God and Jesus for forgiveness, I lost it, I knew God was listening to me, at that moment I never in my life felt like this, but the Holy Spirit came into me, I can't explain the feeling to anyone, the peace, my eyes were opened up like nothing I can explain to anyone. My toe nail that I had trouble with over the month started growing out and was healing my mom even saw it and couldn't explain it, the doctor that I hated more than life I didn't talk about her anymore and didn't think about her anymore, almost like God gave me peace, my mom said she noticed I wasn't talking about her anymore after two years of the hatred I had towards her, I didn't even say this prayer to forgive her, I felt that somehow God gave me peace over her.
Her I am 3 years after I became a Born Again Christian, raised Catholic, still go to Catholic Churchs and Christian churchs. I can tell you that my eyes are opened to things I never would have thought of before, I bought my house in a great neighborhood to send my kids to the public school, but can't do it, I just can't, with the help of God we decided to send my kids to Catholic school, I have to...I just do, people around me think my husband and I are crazy, but God is telling me deep inside of me to send them there.
The hard part is, is that I feel like someone put me on the planet Mars when it comes to people around me, my husband and my MIL are awesome to talk to about God and Jesus, but as for my job, rest of my family and friends, actually have 1 friend I can talk to, everyone else either doesn't believe in God or talks about Jesus in a not so nice way, something happened with one of my co-workers, and I put a stop to that right away, with God's help I am working where I am for a reason and God has me here for His good. I'm thankful I found this forum and look forward to talking with everyone.
My name is Regina, but you can call me Gina
I tried for years to get pregnant, had very little faith, I don't know how to decribe my faith before, it wasn't good though, I mean I'd pray but I knew I wasn't good with God and was living in sin, not that I was a bad person, just not living right in God's eyes. I had my twins got a tubal ligation, after that I was sick with over 35 symptoms, I got a tubal reversal 15 symptoms went away, but I still had about 15 others, my family was going crazy with me, doctors thought I was insane, they couldn't answer what was happening to me, emergency room after emergency room, doctor after doctor, panic attacks, body hair loss, trying in the mean time to raise to new born twin babies, thank God for the help of my mom, mother-in-law and husband. About 2 years after my babies were born, I started searching on the internet, looking for answers about God and Jesus, I looked for a few hours and all of a sudden it happened, something clicked and I realized God was watching me and that I was living in sin, I found a sinners prayer and cried my eyes out to ask God and Jesus for forgiveness, I lost it, I knew God was listening to me, at that moment I never in my life felt like this, but the Holy Spirit came into me, I can't explain the feeling to anyone, the peace, my eyes were opened up like nothing I can explain to anyone. My toe nail that I had trouble with over the month started growing out and was healing my mom even saw it and couldn't explain it, the doctor that I hated more than life I didn't talk about her anymore and didn't think about her anymore, almost like God gave me peace, my mom said she noticed I wasn't talking about her anymore after two years of the hatred I had towards her, I didn't even say this prayer to forgive her, I felt that somehow God gave me peace over her. Her I am 3 years after I became a Born Again Christian, raised Catholic, still go to Catholic Churchs and Christian churchs. I can tell you that my eyes are opened to things I never would have thought of before, I bought my house in a great neighborhood to send my kids to the public school, but can't do it, I just can't, with the help of God we decided to send my kids to Catholic school, I have to...I just do, people around me think my husband and I are crazy, but God is telling me deep inside of me to send them there.
The hard part is, is that I feel like someone put me on the planet Mars when it comes to people around me, my husband and my MIL are awesome to talk to about God and Jesus, but as for my job, rest of my family and friends, actually have 1 friend I can talk to, everyone else either doesn't believe in God or talks about Jesus in a not so nice way, something happened with one of my co-workers, and I put a stop to that right away, with God's help
I am working where I am for a reason and God has me here for His good. I'm thankful I found this forum and look forward to talking with everyone.
