Christ_empowered
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not going all antipsychiatry or whatever, just...
before Jesus saved me, they'd already ruined my life. now...I have life, and that more abundantly, in Christ, and...
I don't think Jesus+mental health is even -possible-, much less helpful or whatever. Jesus saves. I want out of the clinic. Eventually, I'd like to see about a j-o-b and transition into a life outside the lies and labels. thing is...
right now, im on disability...and that's a -huge- blessing. i wont lose it if i work, but just getting a job is going to be a challenge, and....
get a job, great. You are now a "Schizophrenic" with a job. No job? Oh. You're a "mental patient." its just....the world, the nature of the situation.
I also want off the "medication." its...a tranquilizer. and I think at this point its doing more to hold me in bondage and I kinda suspect it contributes to low mood/"depression," etc. makes sense, anyway.
its...not about building productive citizens or even 'good' people, much less producing anything remotely Christ-like...
and its not how I want to live the rest of my life, a life that isn't even 'mine,' not really....its Christ's life in me. and...
I saw what mental health ,inc. is really about. i cant un-see it or un-learn the lessons i learned, thru their 'treatments,' etc. Its not of God, its not compatible with Jesus, and I kind of suspect that its really just bondage, oppression, lies...possibly an element of witchcraft, when you start looking at the heavy use of drugs to control people and alter behavior, etc.
ok. I'm -not- a bitter patient or anything, not now...I'm a child of God. I'm beginning to truly love Jesus and think of Him, much more than before, and...
this isn't of God. a lot of it is lies and chaos and wickedness. I pray for whatever it is I need to drop the tranq, get out of the clinic, and move on, and...above all else...
I Praise God and pray for His perfect will for my life.
before Jesus saved me, they'd already ruined my life. now...I have life, and that more abundantly, in Christ, and...
I don't think Jesus+mental health is even -possible-, much less helpful or whatever. Jesus saves. I want out of the clinic. Eventually, I'd like to see about a j-o-b and transition into a life outside the lies and labels. thing is...
right now, im on disability...and that's a -huge- blessing. i wont lose it if i work, but just getting a job is going to be a challenge, and....
get a job, great. You are now a "Schizophrenic" with a job. No job? Oh. You're a "mental patient." its just....the world, the nature of the situation.
I also want off the "medication." its...a tranquilizer. and I think at this point its doing more to hold me in bondage and I kinda suspect it contributes to low mood/"depression," etc. makes sense, anyway.
its...not about building productive citizens or even 'good' people, much less producing anything remotely Christ-like...
and its not how I want to live the rest of my life, a life that isn't even 'mine,' not really....its Christ's life in me. and...
I saw what mental health ,inc. is really about. i cant un-see it or un-learn the lessons i learned, thru their 'treatments,' etc. Its not of God, its not compatible with Jesus, and I kind of suspect that its really just bondage, oppression, lies...possibly an element of witchcraft, when you start looking at the heavy use of drugs to control people and alter behavior, etc.
ok. I'm -not- a bitter patient or anything, not now...I'm a child of God. I'm beginning to truly love Jesus and think of Him, much more than before, and...
this isn't of God. a lot of it is lies and chaos and wickedness. I pray for whatever it is I need to drop the tranq, get out of the clinic, and move on, and...above all else...
I Praise God and pray for His perfect will for my life.