Feldew
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Living in the end times is fantastic and horrible at the same time. I mean, I know all sorts of things about how the United States used to be, and it's such a far cry from now. I can't even walk down the street in broad daylight without keeping an eye out for someone who may want to kidnap me or cut me up. Yeah, I'm pretty paranoid, and the way things are going I'll have even more reasons to be as the years go on.
I also hate that I'm afraid I'll never make it to Heaven: we have to worry about these horrible things happening, the antichrist and stuff, but how are we supposed to know who or what represents each of these things mentioned in Revelations? What if we go and do something thinking we're doing our civic duty and find out too late that we've actually hooked ourselves up with the antichrist? It's bad enough being fearful of other humans in general, I'm also totally about what is to come because...well... in any specific sense, I have no idea what it is, or how to handle it. And I find it hard to seek God, because with the weight of worry about this, I feel guilt. Only going to him out of fear of something I shouldn't fear, going to him for guidance, going to him to help me be less afraid. I'd feel so greedy and manipulative and I hate it.
Besides that, with the great influx of, well, I guess I can just say sinful ways, it seems like a lot of people are jumping off the deep end. I sometimes wonder if I am too...
Your are welcome. :3
I also hate that I'm afraid I'll never make it to Heaven: we have to worry about these horrible things happening, the antichrist and stuff, but how are we supposed to know who or what represents each of these things mentioned in Revelations? What if we go and do something thinking we're doing our civic duty and find out too late that we've actually hooked ourselves up with the antichrist? It's bad enough being fearful of other humans in general, I'm also totally about what is to come because...well... in any specific sense, I have no idea what it is, or how to handle it. And I find it hard to seek God, because with the weight of worry about this, I feel guilt. Only going to him out of fear of something I shouldn't fear, going to him for guidance, going to him to help me be less afraid. I'd feel so greedy and manipulative and I hate it.
Besides that, with the great influx of, well, I guess I can just say sinful ways, it seems like a lot of people are jumping off the deep end. I sometimes wonder if I am too...
Your are welcome. :3