kami_no_ko
Member
greetings saints well my testimony is that when i was around the age of 13 i've been battling a spirit of homosexuality, i knew was wrong so i kept trying to come out of it but was failing miserably all the time, i kept going to the porn sites, chat rooms, eventually i started doing "stuff" with other men. i kept praying may stop for a week or 2 then fall again. earlier this year 2013. i met my 2nd boyfriend, he was nice at first then became a nightmare. i wanted out bad but he was a serious blackmailer. i knew i wanted to change but he made me wanna change even more. eventually i ended up joining this site, joined the men's locker room and talk to the brothers there (god bless you all). they really talked to me, supported me and prayed for me. well bless God him and i broke up, about 2 weeks ago & i'm avoiding anything associated with them. however i'm starting to get dreams but i'll over come that in Jesus name. but on a side note i met alot of gay men (did nothing taboo) and the majority were christians who were struggling just as i did and are still fighting while the others just gave up. they kept quiet cause of the embarassment and suffered in silence while the spirit fed on their fears making it stronger. i dont know, we as the saints really need to do something to help them or we'd deffinatley loose them. i was one who got away and now i thinking of ways i can help the others like how my CF brethren helped me
