Christ_empowered
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2 brief blackouts today. The power company got everything fixed at my general area around 11 am. Not fun but no real problem for me. Ok 
I’m 38 and considered schizophrenic on a good day. I think
I’m of sound mind now by Gods grace but the world 
doesn’t see it that way. Play the hand you’re dealt etc.
By 19 I was already a burn out. At 38…10 years into my life in Christ…I apparently look 32 years old. Whaaa? God is Love.
Memories are being returned to me. I would say I’m recovering from involuntary shock but I had a brain scan that apparently showed that at best I should be paralyzed and on a ventilator. So…again God is Good.
My parents are doing well. Mama is determined to enjoy her retirement years. I’m thankful. Dad’s happy to be fully retired and again I’m thankful. It doesn’t seem to matter where one works…time is up you’re out the door maybe with a small office party or something. The replacement is already on the payroll.
I was lying down on my bed just thinking…
And the upstairs crew were taunting then somebody kicked the front side of my place or something and…
Ugh
let’s not be dramatic here. I’m safe and comfortable. I think I may be too comfortable for the mockers and enemies and…
Honestly?!? I do hope they eventually leave me alone and I pray for them per Jesus instructions but..,
I’m a 38 year old homosexual hiv positive unemployed man labeled with schizophrenia who once had serious criminal records and obvious brain damage and….
Ugh high IQ estimate now. Healthy with no real medical care. No obvious brain damage. Only 1 conviction a serious misdemeanor. Probation has been over for 6 years now so that’s one reason I get confused about all the animosity.
They don’t have a reason to even be polite. Factor in spiritual warfare etc…this is minor stuff compared to what many people go through. Ok
I dunno
per usual I just want to piece it together. And praise God for His mercy.
Thanks
I’m 38 and considered schizophrenic on a good day. I think
I’m of sound mind now by Gods grace but the world doesn’t see it that way. Play the hand you’re dealt etc.By 19 I was already a burn out. At 38…10 years into my life in Christ…I apparently look 32 years old. Whaaa? God is Love.
Memories are being returned to me. I would say I’m recovering from involuntary shock but I had a brain scan that apparently showed that at best I should be paralyzed and on a ventilator. So…again God is Good.
My parents are doing well. Mama is determined to enjoy her retirement years. I’m thankful. Dad’s happy to be fully retired and again I’m thankful. It doesn’t seem to matter where one works…time is up you’re out the door maybe with a small office party or something. The replacement is already on the payroll.
I was lying down on my bed just thinking…
And the upstairs crew were taunting then somebody kicked the front side of my place or something and…
Ugh
let’s not be dramatic here. I’m safe and comfortable. I think I may be too comfortable for the mockers and enemies and…Honestly?!? I do hope they eventually leave me alone and I pray for them per Jesus instructions but..,
I’m a 38 year old homosexual hiv positive unemployed man labeled with schizophrenia who once had serious criminal records and obvious brain damage and….
Ugh
high IQ estimate now. Healthy with no real medical care. No obvious brain damage. Only 1 conviction a serious misdemeanor. Probation has been over for 6 years now so that’s one reason I get confused about all the animosity. They don’t have a reason to even be polite. Factor in spiritual warfare etc…this is minor stuff compared to what many people go through. Ok
I dunno
per usual I just want to piece it together. And praise God for His mercy. Thanks