Claudya
Member
My appartment is really messed up at the moment. I mean REALLY messed up. Normally I keep my place mostly tidy, although it was a long way to get there. Now it got royally messed up because of the sins of the past:
I had a lot of stuff stored on a friend's attic from the time when I was too addicted and ill to take care of myself and got homeless because of it. Things got better since and last week I managed to get all the old stuff from that friend's attic. That's actually a sign of how much better I am doing now.
But in the three years since that breakdown I did of course get a new household. Now I have much more stuff in here than my appartment can hold. It's so messed up now, I'm really uncomfortable and it'll take weeks to clean up and sort out what stuff to keep or to give away or throw away.
Please don't laugh at me but I feel overwhelmed with that mess and I have no idea how to manage my everyday life with that situation around me.
Please pray that I can get it all sorted out and have my neat appartment back before I go insane.
I had a lot of stuff stored on a friend's attic from the time when I was too addicted and ill to take care of myself and got homeless because of it. Things got better since and last week I managed to get all the old stuff from that friend's attic. That's actually a sign of how much better I am doing now.
But in the three years since that breakdown I did of course get a new household. Now I have much more stuff in here than my appartment can hold. It's so messed up now, I'm really uncomfortable and it'll take weeks to clean up and sort out what stuff to keep or to give away or throw away.
Please don't laugh at me but I feel overwhelmed with that mess and I have no idea how to manage my everyday life with that situation around me.
Please pray that I can get it all sorted out and have my neat appartment back before I go insane.