Christ_empowered
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I receive disability for mental problems. Honestly....a lot of my "disability" is from Mental Health, Inc...especially the involuntary shock...
...but, The Lord is good! I'm now remarkably normal, smart enough for...life, all that good stuff. And I just had a convo with my friend, Verna, and she said to get a job before I turn into even more of a recluse.
The problem is...its SSI. I'm not permitted to work a whole lot and keep disability. I also have a misdemeanor (not a minor one, btw). There's a lady at the mental health clinic who places people like me in jobs...I don't know what kinda jobs, but...jobs. I should at least talk to her, right?
My big concern is that, since I"m on probation, I'll get a job, get off disability, and then lose the job, and have to tell my probation officer: "i'm unemployed," which isn't a good thing when you're on probation. There's also losing disability, which would be disastrous if I found myself unemployed and had to once again turn to my parents for help and support.
I should mention that I've apparently been varying degrees of mentally ill for a long time...before I graduated High School. For whatever reason, the doctors and counselors I saw before I got saved over-treated me (heavy meds, controlled substances, shock treatments), or just let me go without any treatment. They tended to pull out the Freud, too, which...isn't helpful.
My current counselor says I've been mentally ill for a long time, and this is probably the longest I've ever been genuinely stable. I mention that so you don't think I"m just trying to dodge work or whatever. I made mistakes and committed sins left and right, but...I may have been sick, but barely functional enough to stay out of a hospital. Its America, this happens.
Now, thanks to meds, counseling, my parents, and The Good Lord...well, I'm a work in progress. I can do things now, questions are: what? where? for how much?
So...this is a prayer request, plus a request for insight and replies, if you feel like it. I want to do something with my life, but I'm 32. Not old, but...past 25, which is apparently some kind of magic age in America.
I pray for guidance and wisdom enough to make a good decision here. Thanks.
...but, The Lord is good! I'm now remarkably normal, smart enough for...life, all that good stuff. And I just had a convo with my friend, Verna, and she said to get a job before I turn into even more of a recluse.
The problem is...its SSI. I'm not permitted to work a whole lot and keep disability. I also have a misdemeanor (not a minor one, btw). There's a lady at the mental health clinic who places people like me in jobs...I don't know what kinda jobs, but...jobs. I should at least talk to her, right?
My big concern is that, since I"m on probation, I'll get a job, get off disability, and then lose the job, and have to tell my probation officer: "i'm unemployed," which isn't a good thing when you're on probation. There's also losing disability, which would be disastrous if I found myself unemployed and had to once again turn to my parents for help and support.
I should mention that I've apparently been varying degrees of mentally ill for a long time...before I graduated High School. For whatever reason, the doctors and counselors I saw before I got saved over-treated me (heavy meds, controlled substances, shock treatments), or just let me go without any treatment. They tended to pull out the Freud, too, which...isn't helpful.
My current counselor says I've been mentally ill for a long time, and this is probably the longest I've ever been genuinely stable. I mention that so you don't think I"m just trying to dodge work or whatever. I made mistakes and committed sins left and right, but...I may have been sick, but barely functional enough to stay out of a hospital. Its America, this happens.
Now, thanks to meds, counseling, my parents, and The Good Lord...well, I'm a work in progress. I can do things now, questions are: what? where? for how much?
So...this is a prayer request, plus a request for insight and replies, if you feel like it. I want to do something with my life, but I'm 32. Not old, but...past 25, which is apparently some kind of magic age in America.
I pray for guidance and wisdom enough to make a good decision here. Thanks.