Christ_empowered
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please pray. the neighbors yell sometimes, even when dad's out with me. its fun and funny to them, i guess, plus...my parents are on the tail end of upwardly mobile. mama's retired, dad will retire in the not too distant future. they're one of the few upper middle class/well to do couples in the neighborhood, so i think people take out their problems with them on -me-, because im unemployed and 'schizophrenic' or whatever, stigmatized, etc. anyway...
i pray to do a good job. he'll pay me, work starts at a reasonable hour and won't last too, too long...then i should have the rest of the day to do whatevah, and...yeah. im kind of looking forward to it, but i get tired of the stuff that comes my way. i think its because i was a non-entity, laughing stock, and now im...
healthy, intelligent, labeled with 'severe mental illness,' supported by disability and my (now, fairly recently) well to do parents, so...basically, everything about me rubs a lot of people the wrong way, or so it seems...
but i do want to spend time with dad and make some $$$ and just...get out of my head, into the groove of doing things...maybe a job, eventually....
yup yup. thanks for your prayers.
i pray to do a good job. he'll pay me, work starts at a reasonable hour and won't last too, too long...then i should have the rest of the day to do whatevah, and...yeah. im kind of looking forward to it, but i get tired of the stuff that comes my way. i think its because i was a non-entity, laughing stock, and now im...
healthy, intelligent, labeled with 'severe mental illness,' supported by disability and my (now, fairly recently) well to do parents, so...basically, everything about me rubs a lot of people the wrong way, or so it seems...
but i do want to spend time with dad and make some $$$ and just...get out of my head, into the groove of doing things...maybe a job, eventually....
yup yup. thanks for your prayers.