The study I have been writing started out to be about overeating being idol worship and has turned into the obsession with dieting, counting calories, desiring beyond reason to be thin, to be Idol worship, also... trusting God and waiting for His timing, which I shared in the previous post I have such a hard time with. AND... positive thinking... And, about your spirit being so much more important (and eternal) than your body...
This is the problem... BIG PROBLEM... I am still overweight. How can I share what God has shown me when It doesn't look like it has helped me? But it has, I am overwhelmed with gratitude for the trial of being overweight. The blessings I have enjoyed through the years of searching for an answer to my problem have filled my life with beauty, I am so grateful, God gave me the gift of being overweight. My weight problem brought me unimaginable joy, it brought me to my knees, It made me seek God, It made me see the beauty is my soul, the eternal part of me.
I have a 400 page diet Bible study that I know God wants me to share, but I don't know how...
Thank you so much for asking me that question, because I hadn't really asked myself what is holding me up. The thing that I know, that I know... is God has a plan for my life and I trust Him with it... most of the time :help
Kelli