I can never be okay and content with God's decision to allow people to suffer forever and ever and ever because of the mistakes they made in this short life or their disbelief. Isn't 100 years of suffering enough, or 100,000 years God? Don't let them suffer forever! I can never reconcile with...
I'm happywhen manic but make a fool of myself and annoy people. When I'm depressed I only want to kill myself but too scared of satan taking me to hell.
I hope and pray that god will move me to a state of grace and take my life. Otherwise I will probably go to hell.
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