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Only God knows for sure that I was a sociopath. I really would have enjoyed killing people for the pleasure of it at that time and I didn't think others had feelings. Sounds sociopathic to me. lol What would you think of a Father who could help his child as it is drowning but just watches...

because i hate the fact that others suffer. I also fear my own salvation. The Bible says a lot of things and I have no guarantee of salvation. "If you are lukewarm I will spit you out"-Christ.

I only pray and hope you are right

So I put my belief and trust in the sacrifice of Jesus to pay for my sins and I get spared. Someone else whose sins are less than mine, forgets or for some reason doesn't put belief in this and they must suffer for all eternity for it. I'm sorry. My conscience says that is WRONG!

Yes but I was a sociopath at one time. In seven years I changed dramatically. I can only imagine how much some wicked person could change in 700,000 years. They deserve a second chance. This life is extremely short!

I can never be okay and content with God's decision to allow people to suffer forever and ever and ever because of the mistakes they made in this short life or their disbelief. Isn't 100 years of suffering enough, or 100,000 years God? Don't let them suffer forever! I can never reconcile with...

I cannot love a God who would allow people to be tortured forever and ever and ever for the sins they committed with this very short life. Why can't a hundred years or a hundred thousand years be enough, God? I can never approve of God's decision to let people be tortured forever. That goes...

Jesus says that drunkards, perverts, and those who prefer a good over God(Idolators) will not enter the Kingdom of Heaven. That is me!

The desire to die is from fear, constant failure, shame, guild, wicked desires, and sometimes just general overall misery. It seems like God does a very poor job of being faithful to His word. The meds I'm on are Lamictal 200 mg, seroquel 200mg, celexa 40.

I'm happywhen manic but make a fool of myself and annoy people. When I'm depressed I only want to kill myself but too scared of satan taking me to hell. I hope and pray that god will move me to a state of grace and take my life. Otherwise I will probably go to hell.