Gabbylittleangel
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- Jul 20, 2006
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I just found out that my father is going to be in town this month. My biological father.
I was over joyed when I discovered that the folks that raised me were not my parents. (God forgive me for that)
And I was heartbroken when I begin to pick up bits and pieces of what my biological mother has gone through. I know very little about my mom.
I know very little about him, and what I do know has not been good. I have met him ~ maybe a couple of times in my life. I remember trying to lead him to the Lord when I was three years old. He turned and walked away. The second time I met him, he was concerned that if people found out that he was my father, it could damage his career.
I have forgiven him. I am well versed in the Scriptures on forgiveness, and I have had a lot of practice with it. Now the Lord seems to be telling me to brace myself. He seems to be saying that this is going beyond forgiveness. Something in my spirit seems to be quickening concerning him. He has passed through town several times with out there ever being an encounter between us, but something about this time is different.
He is 80 years old. I'm 50.
I don't know how to ask you to pray.
I was over joyed when I discovered that the folks that raised me were not my parents. (God forgive me for that)
And I was heartbroken when I begin to pick up bits and pieces of what my biological mother has gone through. I know very little about my mom.
I know very little about him, and what I do know has not been good. I have met him ~ maybe a couple of times in my life. I remember trying to lead him to the Lord when I was three years old. He turned and walked away. The second time I met him, he was concerned that if people found out that he was my father, it could damage his career.
I have forgiven him. I am well versed in the Scriptures on forgiveness, and I have had a lot of practice with it. Now the Lord seems to be telling me to brace myself. He seems to be saying that this is going beyond forgiveness. Something in my spirit seems to be quickening concerning him. He has passed through town several times with out there ever being an encounter between us, but something about this time is different.
He is 80 years old. I'm 50.
I don't know how to ask you to pray.