I'm not going to give my full story, but lets just say I've not been at my best. I want so badly to get back in church and have a strong relationship with God. I always say I'm going to go to church, but I never make it. I also can't find a church where I feel at home or comfortable. I straightened myself out two years ago, but I still didn't have God. I never prayed because I had no reason to. It's sad that I had to have a reason or time of desperation to talk to Him. Anyway, I figured a forum with other Christians would be a good place to start. I have two absolutely wonderful Christian friends, but sadly one is in the Army in Texas and the other moved a half hour away and work conflicts out time together. The only friends I have access to are the ones who drink, party, and generally don't care to know God. I was told that I need to remove those kinds of people from my life. I've been going to the gym every day to keep myself busy and away from trouble. I'm already in athletic shape, but it doesn't hurt to get bigger and more cut up.
And to top things off, my wife of three years tells me two weeks ago that she's no longer in love with me. We've been together for four years and have a three year old son. It's all very overwhelming. I'll post that bit later on in the appropriate section.
Well, that about sums it up for now. Glad to have found this place.
And to top things off, my wife of three years tells me two weeks ago that she's no longer in love with me. We've been together for four years and have a three year old son. It's all very overwhelming. I'll post that bit later on in the appropriate section.
Well, that about sums it up for now. Glad to have found this place.
