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CrimsonCross
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Before I'm even awake, something pops in my head.
Ive got a new day to dread.
Then I look at the clock.
Knock, knock. You're already late.
Hey, I'll eat on the way.
Don't fray. Just act “normalâ€Â.
On the car, 7 words are etched in with an exact-o knife.
Don't be insecure, be confident in life.
So I hop out of that car with a new life flowin'.
I've forgotten the past, and the future is mine.
I look sharp, and all the little girls smile.
Smiling little girls, smile.
Wait, I'm 19 and they're 12.
Those smiles turn into beams of fire,
burning, killing, eating me inside.
I simply smile back.
The college doors swing open.
I'm finally here.
Then I look all around me.
In sudden fear.
What do they want.
Who are these people.
Do they know me?
No. The answer is no.
So why in the :o world are they staring me down.
Fuck, fuck, my soul.
Fuck, i've contaminated the building.
They know, they know I'm late. Oh Shit.
I run to the washroom.
3 people there.
So I walk anxiously to the urnel.
To prepare for a nightmare.
When they leave,
I walk to the mirror.
Pause, and tilt my head.
ITS ME! OH GOD, ITS ME!!!!
I soak my hands and wet my hair.
To prepare for a nightmare.
Thats better I think.
With a confident smile,
As I remember those marks on my car.
OH SHIT!!
I am 2 hours late for class.
Why did I come?
Why am I here?
So I sit in a chair,
and prepare for a nightmare.
(*edited* please try to re-frame from using profanity)
Ive got a new day to dread.
Then I look at the clock.
Knock, knock. You're already late.
Hey, I'll eat on the way.
Don't fray. Just act “normalâ€Â.
On the car, 7 words are etched in with an exact-o knife.
Don't be insecure, be confident in life.
So I hop out of that car with a new life flowin'.
I've forgotten the past, and the future is mine.
I look sharp, and all the little girls smile.
Smiling little girls, smile.
Wait, I'm 19 and they're 12.
Those smiles turn into beams of fire,
burning, killing, eating me inside.
I simply smile back.
The college doors swing open.
I'm finally here.
Then I look all around me.
In sudden fear.
What do they want.
Who are these people.
Do they know me?
No. The answer is no.
So why in the :o world are they staring me down.
Fuck, fuck, my soul.
Fuck, i've contaminated the building.
They know, they know I'm late. Oh Shit.
I run to the washroom.
3 people there.
So I walk anxiously to the urnel.
To prepare for a nightmare.
When they leave,
I walk to the mirror.
Pause, and tilt my head.
ITS ME! OH GOD, ITS ME!!!!
I soak my hands and wet my hair.
To prepare for a nightmare.
Thats better I think.
With a confident smile,
As I remember those marks on my car.
OH SHIT!!
I am 2 hours late for class.
Why did I come?
Why am I here?
So I sit in a chair,
and prepare for a nightmare.
(*edited* please try to re-frame from using profanity)