[__ Prayer __] Feeling cynical

[LaMexicana]

So as some of you have read, I've been having a rough time with a couple things that have been thrown at me. I'm feeling very angry and hurt. I feel like my entire life has been one cruel joke after another and I don't think I'm angry at God but I can't get myself to talk to Him anymore. Any feelings I have inside of me are overwhelming everything to the point where I don't want to talk. Not to Him, not to my family, not to my friends because no one seems to care...everyone wants me to just get over it and quit complaining. Needless to say that makes me even more angry and hurt. Nobody cares that I feel like I have this huge thing inside of me.

So I'm turning to you guys for prayers because now I feel like I have hardened. I don't see life like I used to. I was looking at my life with promise and possibility and now I just feel crushed. Like there will never be an escape.

 

[Ivy]

I know you're really hurting. There are times in our Christian life where we just can't pray...I think of the paralytic his friends brought to Jesus; he couldn't bring himself. I will pray for you.

 

[LaMexicana]

Thank you Ivy

 

[Caroline H]

Praying for you too Raquel.

Psalm 40:4-5...Blessed is the man who makes the Lord his trust, who does not turn to the proud, to those who go astray after a lie! You have multiplied, O Lord my God, your wondrous deeds and your thoughts toward us; none can compare with you! I will proclaim and tell of them, yet they are more than can be told.

Psalm 42:11...Why are you cast down, O my soul, and why are you in turmoil within me? Hope in God; for I shall again praise him, my salvation and my God.