[__ Prayer __] Find a smile

[Muh123]

The day is cold, My life is cold, and dark, and dreary. It rains, and the wind is never weary.

The pains, the hurts, the rain,, the tears that rain, the cold it cause
No one sees the tears, tears of hunger, hardship and suffering.

Why does everything I love get torn from me?

I thought by now these impressions would fade. But they are set here to linger. I have inflicted scars from my elbow to my finger, from all over my body.
Nothing ever happens, no one even sees. That behind this curtain is the broken, bloodied me,

It's true I write with anger and sadness, For of all my emotions those are strongest, This deep, deep, resentment towards the world, For making me a man when I want to be a boy. The worse pain is pain of the stomach, my stomach have always forgotten yesterday pleasure and always focus on the future. It ache like the bite of angry bees,

No one seems to notice,
No one seems to care,
They have heard this story,
Too many times,
I know that this will fade,
After all it's just hormones.
I really hope my teacher wasn't lying, that one day these cuts will leave.
I hope someday I will find my smile that seemed to run away

 

[hawkman]

Praying for all your requests Muh123 .

 

[Josef]

Hey All,
I'm sending you a big old hug Muh123.
Before you find your smile, you need to find your joy.

Romans 14:17 For the kingdom of God is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost.

 

[Josef]

Hey All,
I accidentally hit the post button. So I will continue my post here.
I would encourage you to read Psalm 51. For me, (and this is just for me, as an example) when I find myself lacking joy, that is a trustable indicator that I have unresolved sin in my life.
As soon as I realize its sin, and after I get done being stubborn about it, I pray and ask for forgiveness. If I treated someone harshly, for example, in my prayer I ask for an opportunity to make up for, or make right, what I did. You would be surprised how making something wrong right restores your joy. Your reason may be different than mine. But the answer is still the same. Find your joy and your life will change.
Once you have your joy, find that straight and narrow way, keep your head up, put your armor on, and keep walking.
Let's pray Muh123:
Father, we come before you with praise and thanksgiving. You are so above us and yet you still care for us. Thank you for your never ending love.
Would you restore Muh123's joy God. Give him/her a healthy heart, mind, and body please. Let his/her restoration become a witness of your mercy and grace. We ask this in the name of Jesus, and thank you. Amen.
Keep walking everybody. May God bless,
Taz

 

[citrus]

If I am not mistaken there are 18 inceddints where 9 people in the bible who were good Christians wanted to die and prayed to God they would die. However, God has different plans. Each one was encouraged to not do so and they didn't. They come to find noone on earth is them. We all have different gifts and callings in life. We also have people who care even if we don't see or know them. There are people out there rooting for us. We all need the same basic things in life. What you have somone else is praying for who does not have that so we should be faithful, thankful, generous and be a good Samaritan and a good steward. Your not alone.

 

[citrus]

If I am not mistaken there are 18 inceddints where 9 people in the bible who were good Christians wanted to die and prayed to God they would die. However, God has different plans. Each one was encouraged to not do so and they didn't. They come to find noone on earth is them. We all have different gifts and callings in life. We also have people who care even if we don't see or know them. There are people out there rooting for us. We all need the same basic things in life. What you have somone else is praying for who does not have that so we should be faithful, thankful, generous and be a good Samaritan and a good steward. Your not alone.

Life doesn't get easier, you just get stronger so persevere friend.

 

[citrus]

And when we are weak we are strong because God is our strength.