And if I ever hear another person having the exact same combat experiences, even about the same incident, I know he is guilty of stolen valor. We all, every one of us sees differently. i.e. As I write my book, I remember two names, mine and Paul's. With an average of 3.5 dead every week we did not hold funerals and we did not move their cups up on a rack, we threw the cups in the trash, where they belonged and we never knew them, they never were. Had that been the practice in the 15th TC, I would never have known Paul and, likely, never would have had the nightmares. Combat is stupid but until Jesus returns to reign, it will be required and as long as it is required, it will ruin the lives of young men. Simple but brutal!