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Today when I was going to get off the tram. I saw such a scene: A woman who looks like 50 years old made a motion--draw a cross before her chest.I think that she was thanking God's care for keeping her arrival safely.But many times I always ignore God's care for me. It's His care so that I have a peaceful time everyday. These are all His care such as eating without choking, Walking without wrestling, and driving without stealing and so on. Everytime I am living with God's care and leading. But I never thanks for His care like this woman and never learn to give thanks and praise to God . On the contrary my heart is full of misunderstanding and complain cause I suffered some pain. On the past month, the husband who had lived together with me for five years abandoned my daughter and me. My father is paralyzed in bed suddenly, I lost my work......I feel so negative and weak when these are all upon on me. I told myself I should suffer all the pain that the Lord had suffered. But I have no strength to walk to the end. When I look up that street light not far away from my sight, I pray more than once in my heart: Lord ,You are a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. You teach me to love others as self. But I can't do it. I still hate my husband why he is so cool. Oh Lord, I know this isn't satisfy Your will, But I still can't practice and glory for Your name. Lord, how can I go on following Your footprints?