I thought about suicide. But when I think about it, I actually strip away all my choises I have.
I would reject gift of free will by chosing suicide. Of life God gave me.
I know there's hope on eternal life, even if person dies by suicide. But imagine how much guilt you would feel even if you were saved and you commited suicide. I do understand people who commit it... it's really dark thoughts that win, because there was nobody there for them.
Or continue living in darkness and pain. How could some disabled people live fulfiled for God's glory. And not allow disability get in a way.
Suicide is same as handicaping myself, becoming unmovable forr whole life.
I dont think I want that either. That's darker place then whatt I'm as well.
I would reject gift of free will by chosing suicide. Of life God gave me.
I know there's hope on eternal life, even if person dies by suicide. But imagine how much guilt you would feel even if you were saved and you commited suicide. I do understand people who commit it... it's really dark thoughts that win, because there was nobody there for them.
Or continue living in darkness and pain. How could some disabled people live fulfiled for God's glory. And not allow disability get in a way.
Suicide is same as handicaping myself, becoming unmovable forr whole life.
I dont think I want that either. That's darker place then whatt I'm as well.
