YosefHayim
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- Dec 22, 2012
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I'm about to, for the someteenth time, put my laptop and tablet away for a while. Right now I think I'm facing oppression. I just woke up from a weird dream, and I can't recall anything but weirdness. And then I was hyper ventalating in this dream saying "wake up". I get weird thoughts often, so I tell God, "these aren't my thoughts. Please take them away, and forgive me." and "My sins are no secret to you, you know my heart. I'm a sinner in need of forgiveness." I guess I need prayers for reassurance. Perhaps I may be coming to a slip. I have faith, but I pray that I could have faith like Jesus. I'm currently a little confused on the difference between having the Holy Spirit and being Baptized by the Holy Spirit. I want both, and have prayed for both, and I believe I do because scripture says that God gives to those that ask in Jesus' name. I'm asking for prayers of security and reassurance. I fear wavering. I have faith, but I want faith that does not need constant reassurance of being saved, having the spirit, and the whole shebang. Blessed by the God of Abraham in the name of Jesus Christ. Psalm 30:9 What profit is there in my blood, when I go down to the pit? Shall the dust praise thee? shall it declare thy truth? 10 Hear, O Lord, and have mercy upon me: Lord, be thou my helper. 11 Thou hast turned for me my mourning into dancing: thou hast put off my sackcloth, and girded me with gladness; 12 To the end that my glory may sing praise to thee, and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give thanks unto thee for ever.