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Well, it's the start of my Junior year, and I was so sure that I was moving to another county near my cousin and better friends, and even near a special girl I like at Church, but i'm not sure whats going on with that. My Dad is retireing from the Army, and is moving back to the US from Korea (spent 2 years there), and the relationship between my mom and dad has been declining, but i'm glad the Lord converted my mom. She is now a devote Christian, and she loves the Lord very much. I just need the same for my Dad.
So he's hoping to look for a job somewhere, and i'm hoping it will be near the county I wanna live in, and finish my education at a better school, because my school here is wack. Although I have friends here, they are non-believers, and so it's difficult for me. I feel like my whole school is just one big trap. Also, there are certain physical traits about me that kill my self-confidence (skin related). I'm hoping God wil lallow me to let go of these things that hold me back.
I'm stuck in Love infatuation with a girl who lives farther from me, (in that other county which is about 1.5 hours away), and she is a year older then me in terms of school (shes a senior), and although she goes to my church, theres rarely a chance I get to talk to her.
I'm also filled with regrets about my past year in school. I've made so many bad choices in which I didn't study, and now my GPA has to show for it. I missed so many opportunities to have a better resume, now I have to work my ass of this year for extra-curiculars and volunteers, and managing to get all A's in hope for a 4.0 GPA to get into UVA.
I've beem declining in my most favorite profession of all: Martial Arts. My boxing skills seemed to have declined, i've lost part of my will to practice my Kung Fu forms, and my weightlifting schedule has declined.
Overall my life feels like a complete mess, but i'm still holding on to Jesus. Although everything I wrote may not make sense, I hope that you guys will just pray for my well-being.
Thanks again for everything.
So he's hoping to look for a job somewhere, and i'm hoping it will be near the county I wanna live in, and finish my education at a better school, because my school here is wack. Although I have friends here, they are non-believers, and so it's difficult for me. I feel like my whole school is just one big trap. Also, there are certain physical traits about me that kill my self-confidence (skin related). I'm hoping God wil lallow me to let go of these things that hold me back.
I'm stuck in Love infatuation with a girl who lives farther from me, (in that other county which is about 1.5 hours away), and she is a year older then me in terms of school (shes a senior), and although she goes to my church, theres rarely a chance I get to talk to her.
I'm also filled with regrets about my past year in school. I've made so many bad choices in which I didn't study, and now my GPA has to show for it. I missed so many opportunities to have a better resume, now I have to work my ass of this year for extra-curiculars and volunteers, and managing to get all A's in hope for a 4.0 GPA to get into UVA.
I've beem declining in my most favorite profession of all: Martial Arts. My boxing skills seemed to have declined, i've lost part of my will to practice my Kung Fu forms, and my weightlifting schedule has declined.
Overall my life feels like a complete mess, but i'm still holding on to Jesus. Although everything I wrote may not make sense, I hope that you guys will just pray for my well-being.
Thanks again for everything.
